I want to snuggle. I want to feel arms around me, comforting. I should have snuggled with Bry before he got his girlfriend, cause to ask now would be kinda awkward.
There's a guy at work, let's call him Blinky, I have the biggest... I think 'squish' is the Ace term. But he's the only guy in a long time I've considered trying sex with. Not that I'd ever have a chance with him. He's just like Cam, only more mature with more baggage, and not punk. Told him I was Ace at the pub (and explained it, of course), and he wasn't disgusted or anything, took it so well, I was surprised. I was disappointed when I drove him home and he didn't ask me in, even though (even) I would have known what he meant. He's a really nice guy, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. I didn't want any of this. Idiot.
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