Saturday, 9 July 2011

Sober

Sorry about the drunk post, I'll address what I said in that one later, for now, I've stepped on, and broken my laptop.  So no internet at home for me until I can get a new one, or get it fixed, which is not looking promising with my money situation.
Haven't cried about it yet, but I'm waiting for it...

Alcohol

So I'm drunk and lkaths friend asked what is with my male touch phobia is about and I totally d n m ed with him and Kath and his gay son.  Fuck.  What the hell lol. Shit shouldn't gave drunk tonight.  He's like 49 and I'm into him and he seems intow me but realistically what could happen... FML

Friday, 8 July 2011

Test pic

Wondering if I can just add pics like this...

Test mobile post

Just a short one to see how this comes up on my blog.  Also , smoked too much already today. :(

Thursday, 7 July 2011

Who is Gym??

So yeah, dipped out on the gym thing again today.  It's like I want to hate myself.  On a good note, today is the first day in probably weeks that I didn't eat anything other than Lite n' Easy, so I'm counting it as a win.
Sorry about the pissed off post yesterday, still feeling a little agro, but not too bad tonight.
Homeowner has her ex-finace over, so I'm making myself even scarcer than usual, told them I'm going to bed - not a lie, I'm freakin beat.
Oh, if you're in the mood for a laugh, check out damnyouautocorrect.com - please note there is swearing and rude words etc, so NSFW.  Basically it's what happens when your phone autocorrects your texts and you don't realize... very funny RL stuff.
Okay, bed time for me, night all.  :)

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

It's not fucking fair.  She doesn't deserve this.  All she's been through and she's being dragged into it again.
Fuck this is shit.  I feel like punching something.  So angry and upset.  Crying again, at least this time I know why.  Fuck.

I'm Not Dead Yet!

Sorry for the lack of posts.
Got some personal things going on that I can't get into here, but I am still doing the fitness thing, and actually had a massive DUH moment on the weekend, so I'm ready to smash this weight thing.
Got permission from the boss to start at 8 and finish at 4 for the next two days, gonna check out what the gym is like in the morning, and I figure rather than try to wake an hour earlier, I'll start and finish work an hour later.
So, since I posted last, I've had a massive hair cut - think "Afro" - and gotten my attitude on, big time.  And I love it.  Ready to kick some serious ass.

So Monday I was full of kickass, Tuesday I was full of kickass, until for no reason I burst into tears at home. WTF?  Not sure what's going on there, but whatever.  Spent the day at work today trying to avoid people, which kinda failed miserably, but didn't commit murder or have a breakdown, so I'll count it as a win.

I may be a bit off track for the next few weeks and there might be some times when I can go to the gym (insert subtle hint about personal issue), but I'll try to have my laptop on me so I can at least update this.

Joined the Columbus Day challenge on Fitday.com, basically my new goal is %10 my body weight gone by October 10th, so with some downward rounding, I'll working to be 94kgs by the end of it.  Cheer me on.  :D

Uhm, my phone contract ended, so I have upgraded the phone, and downgraded the plan, making it cheaper, making me happy.  Bought a weight monitor app, and a smoking monitor app as well, so I'll be keeping track of my weight and cigarette consumption daily.  The cutting back is progressing quite well, I'm pleased so far.?

Still need to call my old bootcamp instructor - If you're reading this 'General', so sorry, I will call, honest! - to organise one session a week of intense-can't-walk-the-next-day training, but might have to wait until I get a bit more financially stable.  Sold something on EBay, and got a couple more items up for some quick cash, hopefully they'll sell so I can relax a little.  As it is I'll be paying my car registration a week late, but might have to buy a plane ticket interstate, so NO GUARANTEES, VICROADS!

Hopefully this massive brain-dump has earned your forgiveness for not posting for the past week, you'll be pleased to know that one of my goals this week is to update this daily, so I should be doing. it.  :D

Cheers all, hope you had a good read and could make sense of my ramblings!