Music To My Ears

Evening peeps.  Got music on my mind.  Just finished making some CDs for a good friend of mine for her birthday.  In her words "I know you've got cool music, and I like it.  For my birthday can you make me a CD?".  Haha, she's awesome.  So it's her 16th, and I've done 5 disks for her, talk about a trip down memory lane!  About 600 songs total, and tomorrow I'll write an into for each disk for her.
Sad, I told her mum (my very close friend) that I'd come to dinner yesterday for her birthday, but didn't have enough petrol to drive there and then do work and back today.  :(  Feel bad about it, but it happens.  Pay day today, so car is full now, and happier!   :)

Today was alright, left the freakin frozen meat for my wrap at home, so had my morning and afternoon tea for lunch, and raced home to have the wrap before it got too close to dinner time.  Pissed off, forgot how you get hungry when you eat like a normal person, and I had to stay back at work today because of some massive lighting issues in the warehouse, so I was late to get home.  All sorted now, thank goodness, could have been massive losses there.

Went to the supermarket this afternoon to replace all the food of the homeowner's that I'd eaten... big mistake.  Biscuits are calling me, but I'm trying to be good.  Of course, that means keeping my mouth occupied, so smoking more.  Can't win for losing.

Three day weekend coming up, can't wait!  Cleaning might have to wait until then... :)


FITNESS:
  Eat everything Lite N' Easy deliver - no exceptions, and nothing else. Y Y Y
  Drink at least four bottles of water a day - even weekends! Y Y Y
 Join the gym on Friday and use it!
  Take the dog for a walk at least three times. N N N
  Be honest in blog with emotions, even though two people I know IRL are reading it. Y Y Y
  Cut back the smokes, big time. Y N N

Not Fitness:
  Organise my bedroom. N N N
  Organise the rest of the house. N N N
  Water the plants. N N N
  Take mail to nursing home. Y - N  

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I dunno.  Shitty tonight I guess.  Bit out of sorts.
No mail to take to Michael, so that's a plus.  Smoked way too much today.  Think I need to make a rule that I'm not allowed to smoke inside.  Just tough that where I'm living the owner smokes inside, so I can to.  Everywhere else I've stayed at was with non-smokers, so way too easy to sit here in front of the computer and smoke.
Had fun last night, even though Star Wars night turned into movie night cause two usuals couldn't make it.  J invited two of his mates and we watched Serenity, one of my favorite movies.
Been thinking lately about me.  You know that saying, no one will love you until you love yourself?  God I hope that's not true.  I'm over being alone.


FITNESS:
 Eat everything Lite N' Easy deliver - no exceptions, and nothing else. Y Y
 Drink at least four bottles of water a day - even weekends! Y Y
Join the gym on Friday and use it!
 Take the dog for a walk at least three times. N N
 Be honest in blog with emotions, even though two people I know IRL are reading it. Y Y
 Cut back the smokes, big time. Y N

Not Fitness:
 Organise my bedroom. N N
 Organise the rest of the house. N N
 Water the plants. N N
 Take mail to nursing home. Y -

Goals

So not liking the sidebar thing, might just add goal updates at the bottom of the post of the day (yes, I know I've done three posts today, but they're different topics...)

So here are this week's goals;

FITNESS:
Eat everything Lite N' Easy deliver - no exceptions, and nothing else.  Y
Drink at least four bottles of water a day - even weekends!  Y
Join the gym on Friday and use it!
Take the dog for a walk at least three times.  N
Be honest in blog with emotions, even though two people I know IRL are reading it.  Y
Cut back the smokes, big time.  Y

Not Fitness:
Organise my bedroom.  N
Organise the rest of the house.  N
Water the plants.  N
Take mail to nursing home.  Y
By the way, nursing homes are creepy.  Don't wanna think about being a resident in one, ever.

Meatloaf

Either an awesome band, or an alright dinner dish, depending on who you're talking to.
So Lite N' Easy arrived today, and it's all kinda-sorted out in the fridge and freezer, so I thought I'd try the meatloaf.  Now I've never had meatloaf, ever.  And know what?  It wasn't that bad.  Soooooo full though.  And the girl on the phone I spoke to said that the 1200 calorie one might not be enough for me - yeah, right!
Feel quite bloated, not nice feeling, sure not used to it, hopefully they're not all the filling.  Dreading a full day of eating 'properly'.  Five times a day.  So gross.  (I'm not a big fan of the eating process, in case you hadn't noticed.)
So all the food looks good, and I met the driver today, was a bit worried because it wasn't on the door step, but when I went to get the mail he drove up, so all good.  Will advise further on the meals as I eat them.

Quick note, on fitday.com there's a topic where you put your week's goals and update them daily.  I'm going to try to make a side bar thingie and put my goals there, so small blog change.   :)

Choices

I made a decision yesterday.
Friday is payday, yesterday was Monday (for those of us in Aussieland).  I had $20.  Enough for either a pack of smokes, or gym 'membership' and one session.
So I could have 30 smokes, or one gym session.
I think we all know what I did (my lungs certainly do), but that's just something I had to get off my chest.
So here's to a bank a balance of $-11.62, but on a good note, read my next post!

Grrrrr

Smoking way too much, not eating enough.

Oh, if you haven't had alcohol in a while, and not eaten for two days, I don't recommend 13 Jack and Coke stubbies and a Jager-Bomb.  Just don't.

What's Around The Corner?

A 24 hour gym, that's what!  So P90X goes on the shelf until I can at least do half the moves and vaguely keep up with them, this gym has a female area upstairs, and it's dead quiet this time of day - just when I finish work.
And when I say 'around the corner' I pretty much freakin mean it... it's literally on the way home, don't know how I didn't see the sign every time I drove past it, so thanks friend in real life that will never read this anyway.

Oh, and just to explain, I don't eat.  Well, I don't eat much.  Have been known to go days without eating, cause I just don't get hungry.  Which apparently isn't good for weight loss, hence the last post me doing Lite N' Easy.  It'll be a massive struggle to eat five times a day (!!!!!), but it's possible, and joining the RAAF in this condition isn't, so what the heck.

Peace out ya'll, update tomorrow to let you know how I go.  Oh, I'll be focusing on cardio mainly first, but I will hit the weights at some stage.  Just get me on a treadmill and give me five minutes to collapse.   :D